Monday, January 5, 2009

not so jolly, fa lalalala lala la la.

its been almost a month since ive written a blog, so now ive got a whole bunch of crap to cover
(as i write this, im not exactly in a wonderful state of mind, but youl find out about that later.)

lets begin from the 25th of December
ahh christmas
wasnt that great this year
wasnt that great last year
and i have a feeling it wont be great any other years
i spent most of the day doing nothing and complaining about how shit the day was
and then that night i went out to CQ for Maco night. going clubbing after a really shitty day is pretty good. that night was crazy fun & that night i had pretty much my first real kiss haha *facepalms
the next day, the boy that gave me that kiss went on to become my boyfriend.

other stuff happeneddd and then it was new years eve
a day of perpetual failure. i spent the day at home alone & that night i went with my parents & my sister to my grandmas house. we all almost fell asleep before 12, but then we went outside, watched the fireworks, then went inside and had some grappa. to those of you that dont know what that is, its pretty much just straight vodka shots. and yes, i was doing shots with my family haha

january 1st, i went with my boyfriend to the zoo and had some giggles at some funny animals and stuff. then we had a nice night at the beach
cut to today, the 5th of Jan, and he and i broke up.
mylord a lot happens in a day doesnt it.
so yeah
pretty much sucks. and it sucks even more that my best friend is in a whole other state right now on a holiday. well, it doesnt suck, its good for her, all having fun & stuff, but ive got mass guilt for calling her on her holiday to give me therapy
but yeah. i dont like this feeling
but its all made me realize, that i very much strongly dislike most people in my life right now.
im glad that high school's over.
im already set that i dont want to go to the 5 year reunion.

someone should come with me and move to Manhattan
or Paris
or even Rome.
i need new surroundings.
i need a new life.

i sure as hell will get that.

and on a lighter note, i found the ruby slippers!
i bought them sometime last month & was crazy excited about it
i'll take a photo of them & put it up next time ;]

til then
i hope things become wonderful

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